RUSHing

So this may very well be my final post before I am part of Camarada....then again I get to go through our version of Hell Week lol. It starts tonight in about 2 hours so....eekks lol. I am excited but my stomach has been in nerves all day long today so who knows. Just wanted to let everyone who.....doesnt read my blog lol that my mom does not have those tumors but we still have no idea what she has so please keep her in your prayers.


The quote for today:

"Bella HE LEFT YOU, He doesnt want you anymore. Please stay here with me" - Jacob "New Moon Trailer 3"

Why???

I really dont know why I continue to type blogs and post them on here because seriously NO ONE reads my blogs and yet when I am bored I post nonsense lol.. Well I am rushing come this upcoming tuesday so I wont be on for awhile but when I am finsihed and exhausted I promise to come post whatever I can (if I have the energy to type that it :D) Im going to be really bored this weekend no doubt only because my roommate left me and I am almost ahead of my homework by a week...yeah scary I know. So I guess I will get alot of painting done :D

Well L8R

QUOTE:

"Dont...get...me...upset" Jacob Black New Moon

Sophomore Year

Alright so I have been in school exactly a week now. Had classes for 5 days and decided to come home for labor day weekend...yeah thats me!!! Well so far classes are going remarkably well. My 8 o clock class that I have three days of the week is my favorite but dont get me wrong it is not because of the timing its the professor HE IS AMAZING. GOOOO TROTTER!!!! Now lets see I have a three hour class tuesday nights that is the MOST BORING CLASS IN THE ENTIRE FREAKING WORLD....ugh but maybe it will get better who knows...otherwise I will jsut be getting more of my novel written :D. Oh I plan on rushing Comarada which is a social group at my university which is actually just like a sorority except...well its not lol. So yeah I will prolly be dead most of that week. Sorry

I need a lot of prayers in the upcoming months...those of you who know me know that my mom has been having some intestional problems and they decided to run another test. This one is to see if she has carconomic tumors in her gastrointestional tract and its said that it can be bad but I am going to try and not think about it right now.

DONT BORROW TROUBLE FROM TOMORROW TODAY

Blarg *No Title*

Well I am officially moved into my college dorm (Again) and it took me and my roommate most of today to find the floor...yeah it got that bad in 2 days lol. I feel absolutely horrible for Becca (my Bff who is terribly homesick) and im not sure what to do. I felt homesick most of this weekend when I thought about what my family was doing back at home but if I kept myself busy watching movies or cleaning my dorm room I was alright. Classes start tomorrow and well...I dont really wanna go to class lol. That mean homework and homework means grades and grades mean tests (or something along those lines). Things are going pretty well so far but who knows what might happen. CRAP i dont have a parking pass yet lol...whoops i better go get that tomorrow morning. Oh did I tell everyone that I got a new laptop?!?!?!? WOOT WOOT

This is what I think!!!

I dont wanna go back to college. I am not ready, its too final, im a sophomore so only three years til I am officially out on my own. Nope I dont wanna do it!!!! GRRRRR. Ok I will try to stop complaining but seriously I dont wanna leave my life that I have established here over the summer. (Wow it seems like I am just moving away for the first time dont it?) I am excited to go back to college to re-establish the life I had there....hmmm I think I just contradicted myself. Well as of tomorrow night I will be writing from my supposedly messy dorm room with my fabulous roommate. I will miss everyone I am leaving behind here though!!!!!!

Ok well I have a bit more to get done before I can officially call it a night and go to bed!!! Plus I am up at 5 50 to have brekkie with my dad at 6 30

"Everybody can be great... because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul generated by love."

Still Not Packing

So here I am....NOT PACKING. I literally have less than two days before I leave here and move into my college dorm. I leave friday morning...doesnt that mean that I have to at least pack something? Ok thats good thanks for answering me....crap maybe I just answered myself...oh well.

Now lets see, I lied I DO have some stuff packed, I really do but i think the only clothes I have packed are camis and lounge pants...so I could make some sort of outfit but that doesnt mean I would be very stylish. I spent most of today baking goods to take to the dorm with me for the girls night we are having saturday night. And doing my last load of laundry at home *tear* (good thing all the laundry at school is free otherwise I would be broke). One thing I am not looking forward to is trying to get a job on campus AGAIN. Since I am on work study I have to get a new job *or reapply* every year and truthfully that SUCKS...oh well guess beggers cant be choosers lol. So yeah my bed has junk allll over it and its kinda hard to sit here right now.

Im excited, nervous, mad, scared, freaked out, dont wanna leave my mom, and well yeah thats only the emotions I can actually put names to. GRRRRRR.....oh and I dont even have all day to spend packing tomorrow lol.Im spending most of the day with Jordan then getting my hair redone (brighter highlights) and then I need to come home and spend some time with my family.

Friday morning my dad is taking me to Bob Evans for a going away breakfast before I pull out of town. I am sooooo making my mom drive my car again because I am sure if I think about it too hard, while driving back I will most certainly cry. (Does it seem like its my freshman year of college or something?) I swear that I am a sophomore but the special attachment with my mom is just too strong, I swear I feel part of myself missing when I am not around her. WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOR NOW AND FOREVER. (I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!).

Movie Quote:

"Mike: You're all about comfort and efficiency!"
"Abby Richter: What's wrong with comfort and efficiency?"
"Mike: Well nothing, except no one wants to f*** it."

Katherine Heigl & Gerard Butler- The Ugly Truth

I May Be A Bit Selfish...

Alright many of you already know that once a year me, my mom, and my grandma go to Frankenmuth MI a week before thanksgiving. I have been going consecutively since I was 14 and I enjoy every minute of it. Its the one time where I get undivided attention from my mom and grandma. I am the good child so in the end my mom doesnt have to worry over me and sometimes I feel like I am pushed to the corner. Well Frankenmuth makes everything better. We get together go shopping and all this fun stuff in a small MI town that I absolutely love.

Well now my grandma thinks that its time for Emilee to go with us since she will be 12 (i went when i was twelve and then didnt go at 13). I dont want Emilee to come. I love my sister very much but its just too much I guess. I mean its like they want to replace me all through the year while I am away at school and now my one weekend a year where we get to hang out and be adults together and now we cant do that because Emilee will be joining us this year and prolly forever more.

I understand completely this is how traditions are made and everthing and I am sure that I will get over this eventually but right this moment I am kinda mad. The one thing that I have been able to call MINE was this weekend and here I am back to sharing my mom and BFF and my grandma. Whatever I am done ranting now... I promise to try and be less selfish in the near future but I cant make any promises.

BTW I have to take a 4.5 hour test tomorrow morning. EEEKKS....its my PRAXIS I test and I am a little nervous so I am going to go watch Big Brother and try not to think about November yet and then go to bed.

TaTaForNow!!!