RUSHing

So this may very well be my final post before I am part of Camarada....then again I get to go through our version of Hell Week lol. It starts tonight in about 2 hours so....eekks lol. I am excited but my stomach has been in nerves all day long today so who knows. Just wanted to let everyone who.....doesnt read my blog lol that my mom does not have those tumors but we still have no idea what she has so please keep her in your prayers.


The quote for today:

"Bella HE LEFT YOU, He doesnt want you anymore. Please stay here with me" - Jacob "New Moon Trailer 3"

Why???

I really dont know why I continue to type blogs and post them on here because seriously NO ONE reads my blogs and yet when I am bored I post nonsense lol.. Well I am rushing come this upcoming tuesday so I wont be on for awhile but when I am finsihed and exhausted I promise to come post whatever I can (if I have the energy to type that it :D) Im going to be really bored this weekend no doubt only because my roommate left me and I am almost ahead of my homework by a week...yeah scary I know. So I guess I will get alot of painting done :D

Well L8R

QUOTE:

"Dont...get...me...upset" Jacob Black New Moon

Sophomore Year

Alright so I have been in school exactly a week now. Had classes for 5 days and decided to come home for labor day weekend...yeah thats me!!! Well so far classes are going remarkably well. My 8 o clock class that I have three days of the week is my favorite but dont get me wrong it is not because of the timing its the professor HE IS AMAZING. GOOOO TROTTER!!!! Now lets see I have a three hour class tuesday nights that is the MOST BORING CLASS IN THE ENTIRE FREAKING WORLD....ugh but maybe it will get better who knows...otherwise I will jsut be getting more of my novel written :D. Oh I plan on rushing Comarada which is a social group at my university which is actually just like a sorority except...well its not lol. So yeah I will prolly be dead most of that week. Sorry

I need a lot of prayers in the upcoming months...those of you who know me know that my mom has been having some intestional problems and they decided to run another test. This one is to see if she has carconomic tumors in her gastrointestional tract and its said that it can be bad but I am going to try and not think about it right now.

DONT BORROW TROUBLE FROM TOMORROW TODAY

Blarg *No Title*

Well I am officially moved into my college dorm (Again) and it took me and my roommate most of today to find the floor...yeah it got that bad in 2 days lol. I feel absolutely horrible for Becca (my Bff who is terribly homesick) and im not sure what to do. I felt homesick most of this weekend when I thought about what my family was doing back at home but if I kept myself busy watching movies or cleaning my dorm room I was alright. Classes start tomorrow and well...I dont really wanna go to class lol. That mean homework and homework means grades and grades mean tests (or something along those lines). Things are going pretty well so far but who knows what might happen. CRAP i dont have a parking pass yet lol...whoops i better go get that tomorrow morning. Oh did I tell everyone that I got a new laptop?!?!?!? WOOT WOOT

This is what I think!!!

I dont wanna go back to college. I am not ready, its too final, im a sophomore so only three years til I am officially out on my own. Nope I dont wanna do it!!!! GRRRRR. Ok I will try to stop complaining but seriously I dont wanna leave my life that I have established here over the summer. (Wow it seems like I am just moving away for the first time dont it?) I am excited to go back to college to re-establish the life I had there....hmmm I think I just contradicted myself. Well as of tomorrow night I will be writing from my supposedly messy dorm room with my fabulous roommate. I will miss everyone I am leaving behind here though!!!!!!

Ok well I have a bit more to get done before I can officially call it a night and go to bed!!! Plus I am up at 5 50 to have brekkie with my dad at 6 30

"Everybody can be great... because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul generated by love."

Still Not Packing

So here I am....NOT PACKING. I literally have less than two days before I leave here and move into my college dorm. I leave friday morning...doesnt that mean that I have to at least pack something? Ok thats good thanks for answering me....crap maybe I just answered myself...oh well.

Now lets see, I lied I DO have some stuff packed, I really do but i think the only clothes I have packed are camis and lounge pants...so I could make some sort of outfit but that doesnt mean I would be very stylish. I spent most of today baking goods to take to the dorm with me for the girls night we are having saturday night. And doing my last load of laundry at home *tear* (good thing all the laundry at school is free otherwise I would be broke). One thing I am not looking forward to is trying to get a job on campus AGAIN. Since I am on work study I have to get a new job *or reapply* every year and truthfully that SUCKS...oh well guess beggers cant be choosers lol. So yeah my bed has junk allll over it and its kinda hard to sit here right now.

Im excited, nervous, mad, scared, freaked out, dont wanna leave my mom, and well yeah thats only the emotions I can actually put names to. GRRRRRR.....oh and I dont even have all day to spend packing tomorrow lol.Im spending most of the day with Jordan then getting my hair redone (brighter highlights) and then I need to come home and spend some time with my family.

Friday morning my dad is taking me to Bob Evans for a going away breakfast before I pull out of town. I am sooooo making my mom drive my car again because I am sure if I think about it too hard, while driving back I will most certainly cry. (Does it seem like its my freshman year of college or something?) I swear that I am a sophomore but the special attachment with my mom is just too strong, I swear I feel part of myself missing when I am not around her. WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOR NOW AND FOREVER. (I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!).

Movie Quote:

"Mike: You're all about comfort and efficiency!"
"Abby Richter: What's wrong with comfort and efficiency?"
"Mike: Well nothing, except no one wants to f*** it."

Katherine Heigl & Gerard Butler- The Ugly Truth

I May Be A Bit Selfish...

Alright many of you already know that once a year me, my mom, and my grandma go to Frankenmuth MI a week before thanksgiving. I have been going consecutively since I was 14 and I enjoy every minute of it. Its the one time where I get undivided attention from my mom and grandma. I am the good child so in the end my mom doesnt have to worry over me and sometimes I feel like I am pushed to the corner. Well Frankenmuth makes everything better. We get together go shopping and all this fun stuff in a small MI town that I absolutely love.

Well now my grandma thinks that its time for Emilee to go with us since she will be 12 (i went when i was twelve and then didnt go at 13). I dont want Emilee to come. I love my sister very much but its just too much I guess. I mean its like they want to replace me all through the year while I am away at school and now my one weekend a year where we get to hang out and be adults together and now we cant do that because Emilee will be joining us this year and prolly forever more.

I understand completely this is how traditions are made and everthing and I am sure that I will get over this eventually but right this moment I am kinda mad. The one thing that I have been able to call MINE was this weekend and here I am back to sharing my mom and BFF and my grandma. Whatever I am done ranting now... I promise to try and be less selfish in the near future but I cant make any promises.

BTW I have to take a 4.5 hour test tomorrow morning. EEEKKS....its my PRAXIS I test and I am a little nervous so I am going to go watch Big Brother and try not to think about November yet and then go to bed.

TaTaForNow!!!

Birthday Picnic

Alright so today I decided to do something for Jordan's birthday (which is on saturday and I will already be away at school). So after I completely freaked out not sure what to do I decided that I would make him a picnic lunch and we would go to the park and have a picnic (simple right?). Well it was NOT that easy. I mean seriously we had NO portable drinks, no lunch meat, no desserts. We had plenty to snack on like chips and cheeze its. UGH so I decided to go to the store and buy him some green bean casserole and ended up buying him a GIANT cupcake...it was cool.

Tomorrow I have to clean out my car and finish sweeping it, doesnt that sound like a blast?!?!?! I also have to clean my room and make sure there is nothing else at this house that I want to take to college with me. This is becoming all to final for me if you ask me but there is nothing I can do to stop it and although I am excited to get back to school leaving everthing and everybody here behind still sucks raw eggs (HAHAHAHA :P). Sorry I may have had waaay too much sugar this evening but there is nothing I can do about it now.

Other than that I dont really have much to talk about other than my back hurts and I swear advil is not doing a dang thing for me. OH WELL. Oh and if you have noticed that I am posting more than once a week....well your right thats because right now I have NO LIFE....

QUOTE FOR TODAY:

Speak of the devil and the devil shall appear.Jacob Black, New Moon, Chapter 6, p.138

A Day in the Life of MOI

Alright so here I am being bored. So guess what I am going to do....BLOOGGGG. WHOOO HOOO. Alright so today was my last sunday home before I go back to school and well its the beginning of a lot of lasts. Today was NOT the greatest day in the world. (No Offense Jordan) but today I was planning on taking all of my stuff from my dads and putting it in our big van so that I could get it down to school and since I was already at my dads I told jordan to go to my moms and get the key and just drive it over to my dads house. So he does what I said but he walks into the garage grabs the key and leaves without letting my mom OR steve know that he was here and was stealing the van for a bit. So I get an angry call from my mom and well yeah steve was pissed. Now they think that I dont respect them enough to have jordan tell them 'hey' or whatever. (Sorry I am ranting) and not my mom and I are barely talking and she says she isnt angry with my AT ALL...but I dont believe her. I Love her and I love steve and I do respect them both but I just dont know what else I can do about the situation. So I am kind of glad that we are at dads house for a little bit longer so that they have some time to calm down.

OHHH and my pregnant kitty that should be giving birth any day now...well she apparantly has no kittens or heartbeats. She has gained 6 pounds ate and acted like a pregnant cat and we have no idea whats going on. So we took her to the emergency vet and well....we racked up the $$$$$ signs. So now it is my duty to take her to the vet tomorrow FUN FUN FUN.

Well that was my day, other than that my stepmom Laura took me to walmart and I finished getting my things I needed for college. I just have a few things to get as soon as I get to school.


88 days until New Moon comes out!!!

Copycat

Alright so as my title says I am a copycat, seriously. Rebecca (my friend) started one and sent me the link and it got me thinking. Hmmm....I should write a blog that would be so much fun and maybe one day I could take my blog and turn it into a book (people have dont that right?). Well here I am I have 6 days before I move back to school for my sophomore year of college (I know hard to believe right?). I just realized that if I continue this blog for more than three years my title is no longer correct (whoops). Now this first post is simply going to give you an idea for what I have an idea on trying to do. I want to try and post at least once a week. In every post I will give you a basic rerun of my life that has happened so far as long as I am willing to tell whoever reads these (which at the moment is a big goose egg). I also plan to depart with some friendly wisdom about college that some of you dont know (not saying I am an expert because seriously I am NOT). Another thing I want to do it post a joke, trivia, or something random every time I post just to be....different. Now if I randomly post a second blog in one week there is a large chance that I am ranting about something or someone, so please forgive those random posts or have fun and laugh at how miserable I sound at that moment.

And now for my piece of wisdom for today:

DO NOT BUY YOUR COLLEGE TEXTBOOKS UNLESS YOU MUST!!!!

Rent your books for half price at CHEGG.COM and then return them before they are due, it is as simple as that. Otherwise if you have books to sell go to AMAZON.COM where you can enter your own price!!!

TaTaForNow